Sad!

I'm just felling very sad......it's all because of me.....I can't tell how I feel right now.....just feel like I don't need in this world anymore........I love him as my friend.....but why.....he needs to move?? He don't say to me....I feel like he's the one....... I don't know why when he not around......It's like the world not the same as the first time I saw him......I just can't take it anymore......:'(